Flashbacks

Flashback

Realize I’m not dreaming

Phone really is ringing

It’s baby brother

That means one thing

The police are involved

Have been/ will soon be called

Flashback

Someone put fabric softener in my laundry

Benadryl dreams mean

Allergies and intersectionality

WGS 490

Feminist methodologies

Won’t see the fatigue of my travels

Stranger to each world

They say I don’t even talk the same no more

Flashback

4 minutes he put me on hold

Comes back

Events unfold

This time he says, it’s really not his fault

Flashback

Reminded that everything done to her

Already been done to me

Walking across stage one more time

Won’t erase the felony that brings us to this point

But which one?

The murder that stole both our hearts

Or the one that keeps him from feeding his babies

Maybe if I get one more diploma…

No such thing as superwoman

I’m just hoping this world doesn’t crash in on me

Again

Flashback

Bibliographies are documents from hell

Mindless, mind-numbing changes tracked

Auntie’s back

Done finished her bid

The kids just kinda raise themselves

We manage

Plenty more aunts around

Flashback

Line disconnected

Doze for a second

Baby brother rings one more time

I love you

Always means

Talk to you next time

The police are called

Flashback

I know she’s been drinking

Still

She’s thinking ’bout how proud she is

And if calling me “Dr.” will ease her pain in any way

I’ll stay even though they make me feel invisible

Seminars and emotional scars all run together now

Flashback

Hello?

3 Comments

  • By Lane, March 7, 2010 @ 12:33 pm

    I always love the poetry

  • By Mverde3, March 18, 2010 @ 7:31 am

    This is really good poetry.

  • By Dr. T, April 15, 2010 @ 5:09 pm

    Truly flashbacking.

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